I’m not sure what I’m even going to write. We got home yesterday, and it is good to be home…But…
I don’t know why, but I’m really struggling with my emotions. I realize that coming back from a vacation can be difficult, but I wasn’t prepared to feel as ‘down’ as I am. It’s an accumulation I believe from various things going on right now; some physical, a troubling decision I need to make (wisdom needed)… and some thoughts that I deal with
almost every day, and that just seems to be ongoing, with no resolution that I can see.
As the Serenity Prayer says in part…
“God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference”
So, having said that, concentration right now is difficult. Reading and commenting I do as I can, as blogging is a big part of my life, but must admit that it is sadly lacking at the moment.
I’m sure this is reactive right now, because of the vacation and not dealing with any issues, other than what the day will hold…. sun, shopping for souvenirs, or where we will go for dinner!
On the other hand, there are all the things that have been waiting until we got home…. waiting mostly in my subconscious…. But that’s life isn’t it? Many of us have these times, and I know some of you even now, who are dealing with issues in their life that are much more challenging than mine! So, for you and for me, this thought….
“This too shall pass”……. for me, quickly I hope!…. Diane