My last blog was a post about a wonderful trip for our 5oth anniversary. We will leave Monday.
I am sorry to post this but so need to.
You wonderful people are my confidants, encouragers, and many are prayer warriors. I am heart-broken. I am trying to deny it to myself the depth of it, and hide it from those around me. I had a very troubling letter to today and it has just drained me totally. I’m at a loss what to do.
I will pray but I’m not even sure what to pray. I would suppose since everything seems so ‘unfixable’ I will pray for peace and that somehow and some way along the line….who knows how long….. that hearts that have been hardened will be touched and softened. And that forgiveness and understanding will take place in the hearts of those who need it.
I will dry my tears tonight I hope and try to put up a brave face and maybe if I try hard enough I will put this heartache aside and enjoy my week away and perhaps come back with a much different outlook or at least settle in to acceptance.
For any led to pray I would really appreciate it…. I feel led to apologize and yet I do know that I don’t need to…